Sunday, February 12, 2006

silly

"If you fall for your strangest desire, you will feel silly at the end."


Saturday, February 11, 2006

i changed my url

people who know me should not be able to find this... unless they really try


he stopped reading my posts since when?
he thought its gonna be stupid n silly
"well it is!"


ok
fine

i do not care anymore




i do not need this

---

i lost a friend
but i gained a bunch back

wutever it was

now that i read my old posts.
shit son.


they r not bothering n e more

: )

i m all good now <3

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

My Least Expected Surprise

Woke up in my little cell this afternoon, I oozed onto my desk chair.
I randomly sent a "heyhey~" to a just-got-online familiar stranger right after the little "do-dong-ding."

It was Simon Ng;
strange enough to got up the same time as me, overslept thru two classes, felt like naan n' curry, had the mood to eat with a stranger, had class at 4pm, and etc.


My lunch was great: relaxing, interesting, entertaining, very enjoyable.





Just what I needed --- a clicking friend.


He treated me today.
So that means there will be next time--- My treat.


So, to add in Jonathan's Advice...
"You're just being paranoid." (sorri girl. it was normal to be paranoid. dont worry about it at all 2/11)


... I believe I have some defect in my inhibitory system (I did bang my Frontal Lobe before...)
I seem to have some trouble with inhibiting certain cognitional activities.

With the TAOist wisdom,
"It's not the Clever Mind that's responsible when things work out. It's the mind that sees what's in front of it, and follows the nature of things." -Tao



I've pretty much snapped outta the blue.

Snap outta it!

"It's not the Clever Mind that's responsible when things work out. It's the mind that sees what's in front of it, and follows the nature of things." -Tao

Monday, February 06, 2006

Vent with Alex

"I don't see why you are worrying."
- Me neither, I pretty much have my life set...

I have everything.


- I am only very tired of entertaining 100 people and find not even 1 of them is clicking.
I am not attracted to anyone in my social circle here. Not yet. Or maybe I am just
not being very hopeful... Just being emo. I am tired

- I am always passionate... or maybe I should say... "obsessed" about something.



---

There is always someone new in my mind whom I am interested in and learn from.
Until, I find the next person.
---


I do not have everything.

Friday, February 03, 2006

Look at the Bright Side: Better Now Than Later

Some People are political.
---
No matter how charming we are, we can never charm the whole world.

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Fobbie

i do not know what is with me.

but i've gotten very anxious with my English.

Week 3

LECTURE: I ditched psych 150 twice, 140 once, AAS 180 once, Planet 1.5 times.
SECTION: I missed planet once, 140 once.

Late: EVERY SINGLE TIME.



Obviously, I am addicted to something that is reallllllly messing me up!