silly

"If you fall for your strangest desire, you will feel silly at the end."

i changed my url

people who know me should not be able to find this... unless they really try


he stopped reading my posts since when?
he thought its gonna be stupid n silly
"well it is!"


ok
fine

i do not care anymore




i do not need this

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i lost a friend
but i gained a bunch back

wutever it was

now that i read my old posts.
shit son.


they r not bothering n e more

: )

i m all good now <3

My Least Expected Surprise

Woke up in my little cell this afternoon, I oozed onto my desk chair.
I randomly sent a "heyhey~" to a just-got-online familiar stranger right after the little "do-dong-ding."

It was Simon Ng;
strange enough to got up the same time as me, overslept thru two classes, felt like naan n' curry, had the mood to eat with a stranger, had class at 4pm, and etc.


My lunch was great: relaxing, interesting, entertaining, very enjoyable.





Just what I needed --- a clicking friend.


He treated me today.
So that means there will be next time--- My treat.


So, to add in Jonathan's Advice...
"You're just being paranoid." (sorri girl. it was normal to be paranoid. dont worry about it at all 2/11)


... I believe I have some defect in my inhibitory system (I did bang my Frontal Lobe before...)
I seem to have some trouble with inhibiting certain cognitional activities.

With the TAOist wisdom,
"It's not the Clever Mind that's responsible when things work out. It's the mind that sees what's in front of it, and follows the nature of things." -Tao



I've pretty much snapped outta the blue.

Snap outta it!

"It's not the Clever Mind that's responsible when things work out. It's the mind that sees what's in front of it, and follows the nature of things." -Tao

Vent with Alex

"I don't see why you are worrying."
- Me neither, I pretty much have my life set...

I have everything.


- I am only very tired of entertaining 100 people and find not even 1 of them is clicking.
I am not attracted to anyone in my social circle here. Not yet. Or maybe I am just
not being very hopeful... Just being emo. I am tired

- I am always passionate... or maybe I should say... "obsessed" about something.



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There is always someone new in my mind whom I am interested in and learn from.
Until, I find the next person.
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I do not have everything.

Look at the Bright Side: Better Now Than Later

Some People are political.
---
No matter how charming we are, we can never charm the whole world.

Fobbie

i do not know what is with me.

but i've gotten very anxious with my English.

Week 3

LECTURE: I ditched psych 150 twice, 140 once, AAS 180 once, Planet 1.5 times.
SECTION: I missed planet once, 140 once.

Late: EVERY SINGLE TIME.



Obviously, I am addicted to something that is reallllllly messing me up!

Answer

Yea. That idea of mine was pretty stupid.


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How did I get myself into this stupidity?
Now, thats the question to ask!
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: /
"Do you think we r playing wow all the time... because we are avoiding something?"

Yeah... I know I'm avoiding...

I am trying hard to minimize my interaction with some disrespectful beings...


sigh..
just when will I learn how to care less?

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Now that I can conclude.

I should log back into the World of RealWorld...
play with my almost level 21 Cal Student who has just made into SoComm and become a student assistant of Professor Peng (The Chinese Freud).

Her quest log is almost full... and maybe she should start clearing the Reading Assignments out before she gets to the Big Boss- Exam!

Wisdom from the South African whom I would never meet.

People changes, places changes...


"Miss me, but don't miss me too much!"

A Game that Consumes Minds

People fascinate me!

What can I say...


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A fantastical digital world that becomes a casual social niche of many individual minds.

Though the bonds exist among these minds are often temporary, the among of time each mind committed themselves to the tasks assigned by the game is rather significate.


Generally, bonds and partnerships among us form in order to achieve certain goals.
Short-term goals lend to temporary relationships; long-term goals lend to more enduring relationships. Examples of short-term goals would be: slay a dragon in couple hours, get a key in one night, and collect runeclothes when the main raid group does not want you; long-term goals would include: become dragon slaying partners every monday night, become reputation farming buddies every wednesday and friday night, maybe even dinner-eating mates, hang-out friends (in real life)!

In WOW, generally speaking, there are only short-term to semi-long-term goals.

But yet, I have met a handful of interesting characters (beautiful diction here! double meanings!) whom I would be much interested in establishing some longer-term goals with.






That's a very queer idea.
Certainly odd, but that isn't completely unreasonable nor illogical.






This silly little passion.

I was once told,
"If you fall for your strangest desire, you will feel silly at the end."




Is it strange?
Now, that's the question to ask!


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Is it strange to you guys?


I believe they would think so... LOL! At least at this point!




"Nothing is either good or bad, but thinking makes it so..."
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A Storm in my Mind

It's a pity.
...It truly is.







"Nothing is either good or bad, but thinking makes it so."


I care more than I should.